Post by Darren Elliott on Nov 19, 2020 15:50:03 GMT -5
if you've had a chance to visit my site, forum & blogs that I've spent time creating, you might notice a striking issue..
my YouTube channel has only 100+ subs period, there should be more and why? well I know why... some people know I've put out some immersive content (weather you want to believe that i feel that way, is up to you) that i think really really deserves more than 118 subs...like some out there claim (no one here does it but like here and there all over the net...) that they really have what it takes to be high ranking in YouTube and being famous/online personality, in many "forms" and they send out or buy or ask millions of new people to follow them when they aren't even ready to admit their fallouts and reasoning and haven't "done their homework", like do they know why their own YouTube channel lost millions of views or subs in 24 hours? or whatever, 99% either do know and cant help themselves or can help themselves and know why people ant to leave them
in tune I'm saying that like my mantra in all this online personality stuff is i know why people wont want to like me subscribe and stuff, some its visual, some its just my choice of words (which i really cant do anything with, until certain types of people learn to change their minds on why they read my blogs or posts on the internet and cant understand why id spend that much time talking about issues i care about and they don't etc., ergh ..)
passing through the idea of just blogs and forums... every good aspect of my life (music, mechanical stuff, airplanes etc YouTube channel.) makes me wish that id like to be in the seat of like, rocking out to a crowd or 1000s of people, piloting a 737, being a mechanic etc... i have given up the need to propel myself towards goals like that and its kind of hard to leave those types of goals...
this is a warning that if i cant find ways to help people through all these interests and reasonings for where i should really shine..(outlets like blog or forum etc. "minus" the YouTube) i will shut those avenues down for good and you eill have no hope of getting them back...they are just shortcomings and ones i have hard times getting around...
things that could go down along this
1. my failing music career
2, my forum
3. interests I've mentioned above
4. anything else that seems that it was a waste of time..
but on the brightside... maybe... perhaps.... there are resources at our disposal here, reddit's, website articles, and more that could help me launch something new or maybe rekindle some of those interest's and goals..to where i wont have to look back on things ive mastered and am proud of like it was a aste of time!!
but no biggies... could i ask that you look at my blogs and stuff (things you know the world would love and really be sad they missed out on...) cause my stuff is real, they help vie made online here on my forum and maybe my blogs have helped you as well!!
ok, let me break it down to this, if you are really into sharing my stuff....like if you already are sharing my stuff, and are proud of it, please continue to share...but know i am at the end of my ropes with these things, if you were to be "dont remove them, they are soooo good i might not needed to write this out...
my YouTube channel has only 100+ subs period, there should be more and why? well I know why... some people know I've put out some immersive content (weather you want to believe that i feel that way, is up to you) that i think really really deserves more than 118 subs...like some out there claim (no one here does it but like here and there all over the net...) that they really have what it takes to be high ranking in YouTube and being famous/online personality, in many "forms" and they send out or buy or ask millions of new people to follow them when they aren't even ready to admit their fallouts and reasoning and haven't "done their homework", like do they know why their own YouTube channel lost millions of views or subs in 24 hours? or whatever, 99% either do know and cant help themselves or can help themselves and know why people ant to leave them
in tune I'm saying that like my mantra in all this online personality stuff is i know why people wont want to like me subscribe and stuff, some its visual, some its just my choice of words (which i really cant do anything with, until certain types of people learn to change their minds on why they read my blogs or posts on the internet and cant understand why id spend that much time talking about issues i care about and they don't etc., ergh ..)
passing through the idea of just blogs and forums... every good aspect of my life (music, mechanical stuff, airplanes etc YouTube channel.) makes me wish that id like to be in the seat of like, rocking out to a crowd or 1000s of people, piloting a 737, being a mechanic etc... i have given up the need to propel myself towards goals like that and its kind of hard to leave those types of goals...
this is a warning that if i cant find ways to help people through all these interests and reasonings for where i should really shine..(outlets like blog or forum etc. "minus" the YouTube) i will shut those avenues down for good and you eill have no hope of getting them back...they are just shortcomings and ones i have hard times getting around...
things that could go down along this
1. my failing music career
2, my forum
3. interests I've mentioned above
4. anything else that seems that it was a waste of time..
but on the brightside... maybe... perhaps.... there are resources at our disposal here, reddit's, website articles, and more that could help me launch something new or maybe rekindle some of those interest's and goals..to where i wont have to look back on things ive mastered and am proud of like it was a aste of time!!
but no biggies... could i ask that you look at my blogs and stuff (things you know the world would love and really be sad they missed out on...) cause my stuff is real, they help vie made online here on my forum and maybe my blogs have helped you as well!!
ok, let me break it down to this, if you are really into sharing my stuff....like if you already are sharing my stuff, and are proud of it, please continue to share...but know i am at the end of my ropes with these things, if you were to be "dont remove them, they are soooo good i might not needed to write this out...